Should i feel stupid for still wantin this person.?

my husband makes me feel like we are jus bf/gf.we split shortly after gettin married n all i did was tell him how much i want to be wit him. at 1st he wasnt talkin 2 me at all n now we see each other he comes n get me wen he wants some r i want it n we talk everyday.da bad part is dat i dnt feel like he wants to b fully wit me alone.its been wat 6-7mons n im living frm pillow 2 post wit my 2kid n he lives wit his mom n he's jus not showin where we r goin 2 move forward im tired of being by myself n not havin nything he is jus livin his life n comes around n involve himself wen he wants.he says he wants to get back together but were not discussin ny future plans. i dnt no if he is serious it seems like he wants to live a double life n im jus sittn around waitn on him